Sep. 7, 2005 - Who is she?
She has many names.
Virgo Lucifera is one of Her names, Holder of stars. When she glances by, as a beautiful young virgin smiling with her soft, warm and deep almond eyes, one can not but stop in wonder, breathlessly honouring Life within her. She carries a lantern glowing with innocence and joy, her voice is a soothing melody and her touch is one of an angel. If she finds us wondering in the middle of the tunnel of shadows, lost, fighting against our own and other people’s devils, living in our self-created nightmares, she will take us out through dark passages delivering us to the World of Colours. She understands all the shades and brings brightness into their tone, introducing us from new to Life.
Alchemy is one of Her names - a witch, a doctor, a magician, an artist of transformation, a principal force that leads the Soul’s journey to its merge with the Holy Spirit. We are all within her game and when in her embrace we discover her secrets and surprises. She is unpredictable, she experiments and is not afraid of Gods or Devils, she uses nature, people, animals and plants to perform her miracles, and she guides the union of body, mind and soul manipulating energies to accelerate the process of our transformation.
She is Maria, Virgin Mother, a protector that is always awake, that listens, that loves and through motherly care helps us in our journey. She embodies strength and wisdom and is gracefully peaceful with the heart that is strong and capable of carrying pain of generations to come. She can understand sin and hurt of no measure, and she knows how to forgive fully and how to always unconditionally and patiently turn back towards Love.
She is also Kali, a force of destruction, a carrier of storms, a fierce Goddess that brings fear to humanity, she incarnates terror and powers all destructions. With skeletons around her neck she dances on the top of corpses demanding from her followers a complete renunciation and death. She reminds us that the ultimate nature of Life is its annihilation. She laughs at our pain and sends it back to us over and over again, until we learn our lesson. She is dark and ugly and evil but she still is a perfect manifestation of Spirit.
We called her Ama, a female force that sleeps in every one of us, Yin of Creation, a wisdom guide that with her purity extinguishes thirst for spiritual longings, a cherisher that awakens us and treasures profound yearnings. She is a creative force that brings a feeling of being in love, being inspired, being excited, being free. She teaches us how to fly, or how to breathe under water or how to pass through walls – making the impossible possible. She embodies all the principles of female energies in Life becoming. A fragile essence rising from the foam of slightly rough sea, gentle and giving in her openness, powerful and overwhelming in her beauty. She stands on a crescent moon with stars in her hair, pouring water from jars of her soul into lakes of emotions, awakening compassion for the humankind and its Chaos, supporting the Earth energy and its constant renewal.
To many She appears as a dream during late hours of night leaving a stamp of never to be forgotten experience of contact with Source. To others She comes as a sudden touch of Life that has managed to sneak through layers of habits and day-to-day routines and presents us with a gift of awe for the Creator and the wonder for World around us. When She is present the entire Consciousness is awake, releasing us to the flow of Original Self.
Many have met Her while floating in meditative and dream like states, in the states of VITRIOL, but only a fortunate few had an opportunity to meet Her in person.
Materialised in a female body, with a life of an ordinary person, through centuries, She ascends to meet the ones that are ready for Her, that call Her. The wish to understand Life and its purpose drive us towards Her.
In the ancient texts of the East, we are told of men and women called “Bodhisattvas”, who come to this world to live compassion, teaching people the science of Life. She is one of those beings. In the presence of others, She walks through the dream of Life changing people’s realities. The clarity of Her vision guides the ones in need, the ones that have eyes to see and ears to hear, Her words, actions, thoughts, feelings and presence bring people closer to God. She offers drink of Life to Souls that are thirsty and spiritual food to ones that need nourishment. She transforms the hearts of Man, melting the pain, scraping a layer after layer of mud that covers the divine nature. She is the Master of Spiritual Alchemy, the science of transforming metal to gold and the Soul to the Holy Spirit, to the Enlightened Being.
Most of us have to go through Hell, have to feel broken first, lonely and sad and in need to prove that life is worth living, most of us have to pass through the edge of despair, to die and be reborn again, to find ourselves within Her hands. To finish the journey most of us need to go through the road of suffering. When we are prepared to walk the path, She will follow us and help us cross the gates.
She recognises us by a sign we carry on our foreheads, the sign of Light that awaits to be freed, the sign of longing to meet Her, the sign that we have already had an insight and that we are now willing to surrender. She knows when the time is right and when to perform and when our minds are free to receive.
Coming to Earth as an ordinary human being, She is easily recognisable, her face shines beauty of Wisdom and She is surrounded by an aureole of Light. Her movements and touch are gentle and her eyes take us into the depths of silence and worlds bellow the surface. She is the personification of the Universal Mother. She has the ability to live without illness and to age without deterioration. She knows the past and future and all spiritual beings and ancient methods surrender to her Purity. She lives Love and Clarity and She dies at Will, when She decides that it is time to go.
The Bodhisattva of my story is called Ama.
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