Sep. 15, 2005 - Lilith
All through the human existence you have faithfully worshiped me and my powers, worshiping your own weaknesses. Stronger your limitations - stronger the manifestation of my powers.
All through the human existence you carefully collected the dust of my feet and distributed it among yourselves, whispering stories of my victories and feeding on the grossest parts of my reality.
All through the human existence you adored me and evoked my presence addicted to my being, my shrouds of secrets, and shadows.
I leave Souls in awe, surrounding them with the wonder of despair, paralysing their movement, fascinating the hearts of man. Only a few manage to turn away from my gaze and look at the light that lives around me.
I am the gate-keeper of the worlds of darkness. I exist within your minds and am worshiped more than any other God.
I rain all, cover all, and spread through all, on this earthly plain.
Where there is Death, and there is Consciousness, I exist.
My name is Lilith, and I am Adam's first wife and was thrown out of Paradise because I refused to surrender to him. Refusing to live with Adam, I chose a life with demons, with whom I have innumerable children. God sent his angels to find me and with them a punishment - one hundred of my children were killed each day. This made me mad with grief and that is when I decided to retrieve into the shadows of your minds.
And, like my sister, Kali, the black Indian Goddess who drinks the blood of her victims and wears human heads around her neck, I also wear a terrible mask of suffering and Death. I am otherwise known as Black Moon.
I am the one that creates and destroys Life, the raw, untamed, murky secret of your own nature, the suppressed, shadow-side of your personality, your deep desire to separate from God and live in my embrace, suffering.
Facing me is not easy, because I awaken within you all your fears, the dark becomes darker and your demons multiply, shaking the very essence of who you are, who you were and who you would like to be.
If you feel doubt - withdraw, if you feel insecure - withdraw, facing me, understanding me to finally detach from my powers, is the road of the Warriors and only the Determined will have access to it.
This is the road of the few.
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