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Another Day in the CrapperHoly Fuckballs! What was I thinking?
So today I discovered He didn't bother to put the money in the bank for the internet. Of course it bounced. My total bill was then 80 bucks with the 30 bucks bounce fee. I logged into the companies bill pay online thing, and happened to see 13 unopened emails. I was like, what's this? I didn't even know we had email addresses through our ISP! Not that I ever use them anyway. I usually hate my ISP. Anyway. I opened an email from His parents, thinking it was about the upcoming Holidays, because it was from late October. Well, I was so shocked I almost puked. I am debating on posting the email I sent back. And then maybe bits and pieces of Their email...
Hello,
This is from *Someone Anonymous*. It looks like he never checked this email. I am sure you already know that we are not living with each other anymore. When I found this letter as I was trying to pay the internet bill, I was disgusted. I still am disgusted.
How could you even believe that he could save up his money??? In the ALMOST SIX YEARS of me supporting him, money he got DID NOT go me! You think now that he has a job, ANY of that money goes to bills? Rent? You are mistaken. Six years he has used my car. Six years he has used my home. Six years he has eaten my food, shared my heat, used my gas, smoking my cigs! So when he gets a job, I kind of thought he would try to help. I thought when he got a car, it would be how we used the *insert name of my car here*. I was so wrong it makes me want to puke. I had to ask permission to take the car, and he could deny me.... After so many years of him being jobless, I was soooooooo proud of him. I praised him almost everyday. I told him I loved him all the time. What so what does this make me in all this years? Bitter, is number one. But coming up as a close second, it makes me feel used, like a whore, with *Him* as my pimp.
And all of this makes me feel REALLY bad after reading your letter. Where you happy when I took him off your hands? But now he is actually making money, so you want him back? And what does that mean you feel I am?
I have to go cry now. Thanks. I thought I was over feeling sorry for myself. I really love him you know. More than I think you could understand. I stuck by him for so long that it seems I have wasted six years. He doesn't love me.
-*Someone Anonymous*
His Parents @ where ever . com wrote:
11:13 PM - Dec. 5, 2005 - post comment
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