Fun with numbers!

So I was thinking about the past, and not only this year, but of the six years that Bucky-Buckerton lived with me.  So I felt like breaking in down in numbers...

900(app.) times we had sex the first year.

7 is the most times we had sex in a day.

3 jobs he didn't hold down.

1 affair.

150(app.) times we had sex the second year.

1 is the most times we had sex in a day.

1 unemployed male.

1 affair.

100(app.) times we had sex the third year.

1 is the most times we had sex in a day.

2 jobs he didn't hold down.

2 affairs.

50(app.) times we had sex the fourth year.

1 is the most times we had sex in a day.

1 unemployed male.

4 affairs.

20(app.) times we had sex in the fifth year.

1 is the most times we had sex in a day.

1 employed male.

3 affairs.

See?  Proof in the numbers!  I wanted to point out that we normally had sex MULTIPLE times in the begining.  Like above 3, everyday.  And somewhere in the first year, it dropped off, so sharply, so fast.  So I cheated on him.  Fucked up, I know, but please feel free to read my older posts on cheating.  Might make a little more sense to you.  Also I wanted to make sure you knew that in the fifth year, there was less of a chance for me to cheat.  Otherwise I sure my affair count would have been higher than the fourth year.

To conclude, if you bring something into a relationship in the begining, I take it as a promise you will always "bring it in."  In other words, If you fuck me good at first, I expect a good fucking throughout.  So when you start to break your promise, I start to break mine.

P.S.  OMG!  I wish I could like, hack her email and take my email back!  I so wish I hadn't sent that.  What have I done?  Oh no...

5:45 AM - Dec. 6, 2005 - post comment

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Just wanted to say hello...

I admire the honesty with which you blog so openly. It's rather refreshing to hear the words of someone who does not feel threatened in disclosing the darkest realities beneath their skin.

I'm sorry about what you had to go through. In a way I understand the pain of losing a relationship even if it wasn't the right one, having to go through a divorce myself.

As for the email... one could say this was an opportunity for his parents to see the other side to the son which they did know exist...

veracity - 10:16 AM - Dec. 6, 2005

I doubt...

I give you kudos for for telling his parents the truth...

Maybe his parents can see the "other side" of their son, by your letter...but I doubt it. Sounds like the denial is pretty strong. They would probably rather listen to a good report, from him; than a bad one, from you. Sadly, the fact that you brought the 'truth to light' might make them only despise you more. But, nonetheless, you deserve his parents sympathy, forgiveness and respect.

It is better to look at the numbers, like you said...and see that things never added up to much...and leave it like it is.

As far as promises go...we all break them...hon....and no one should be expected to keep them forever. This just means that: if someone keeps them, you shouldn't ever take it for granted.

Steve - 5:25 PM - Dec. 6, 2005

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Fuck parents that idolize their sons. Their sons grow up to be useless narcissist fuckers. Blech.
-Annette

Anonymous - 12:19 PM - Dec. 9, 2005