Eyes Slightly Open

I was in the ShoutBox on Blog Explosion's site again today.  I don't know how I always get sucked into it!  Just happens!  In there I was talking to Madbull AKA BelgianBrighton from My Waisted Life.  We were talking about the scary thing on his blog.  I think it's a minotaur, but I am going to ask to make sure. 

Yes, he says it's a minotaur, evolution on madbull.  Oh kaaaay.

So if you want to read some swearing today, go check out his blog.  Here's the link one more time.

Ok, back to the ShoutBox.  So there I was, browsing blogs, checking the ShoutBox, looking for something to inspire me to write about.  I made some comment about how no one wants to hear more about my loser husband, including me.  Madbull commented something on the lines of, who cares what others want to hear, the blog is for me, but that he could understand me not wanting to think about him.  So I was thinking about why I was trying to come up with something other to write.  You know?  Like why did I feel the need to write about something else.  

Am I pushing myself to move on?  I think I should be able to spend a little time recouperating.  I think six years is a long time to be with someone.  I think I have the right to be upset. 

~OR~

Am I trying to cater to my readers?  I think this one is scary.  If I was, that would through this whole thing out the window.  How can I get all my feelings out on this blog if I am going to omitt things that even I don't find intersting.  That's not the truth. 

So as I meditate tonight, I will let my brain do the thinking without any involvement at all.  Holy Hell!!!  Did I say tonight?  It's 6am...  Balls, I need to find something to do.

OMG!  I found my new home town!  It's warmer than Wisconsin, beautiful, and it's not here.  It's Trinidad, Colorado.  So, if anyone lives there, around there, or has been through it, PLEASE tell me more about it.  I have figured out the cost of getting down there and living there a week.  I am super excited.  I am still trying to decide if I should go visit there first, or just move.  So, yeah....

I am going to go see Narnia tomorrow/tonight.  I will give you a report, maybe, if you're good(or maybe I want bad...). 

EDIT: UPDATE:  The wonderful lady British Bitch over at I Talk too Much have rated my blog as Two Smacks!  Yay!  It means she thinks my blog is "meh" but it could have been a lot worse.  I was kinda hoping Bitter Bitch would have done it.  I find her hilarious.  My only complaint *take a breath* is that I had to submit my blogs twice before it got reviewed.  I guess they are busy over there.  I can see why though.  I enjoy their site.  So, go there, submit your blog, and a friendly lady will assist you if you like to be trashed. 

6:00 AM - Dec. 9, 2005 - post comment

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i am finally 'greiving' (i hate that word) over a relationship i lost 12 years ago--it seems to be ten times worse than if i had dealt with it before--take your time and allow yourself to say goodbye both in your mind and heart before you force yourself to move on--

it doesn't matter who is sick of hearing what--those who read this care about how your feeling--it's not up to anyone but you how long it takes to deal with it all--take as much time as you need

this is your blog---about your life and feelings---don't allow yourself to change what or how you write because of what others may or may not think---write for yourself--those who care and understand will support you---those who don't you don't need them anyways.

you are in my thoughts
marie
forevernitehawksdarlin.blogspot.com

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