It's been down

I'm sorry for the delay.  It's not my fault.

I have thigs to say.

8:30 AM - Jan. 17, 2006 - comments {0} - post comment

Friday the 13th

Mine sucked.  How was yours?

So I totally fucked up.  Yeah, I was supposed to get laid between 4pm and 7 pm, but I mis-heard him and ended up coming too late.  I almost threw my cell phone against the wall.  Yesterday I was talking to him as I rode down the road, a road that is notorius for dropping calls and cutting people out in very important spots.  I asked him when he worked, and he said seven to two, so come over between four and seven.  I heard him say he worked four till seven.  I asked him three times before I quit trying.  I showed up at seven to find out my error.  What a sad day.

Besides that I ran out of drugs and I could not find ANYONE.  *Sigh*  I was so crabby.  If you believe pot is not addictive, THINK AGAIN.  I don't care what you say.  If you woke up in my shoes this morning, you would have cried.  The pain I go through when I have to live life fully conscious is horrible.  Indescribable.

I was really snappy today(Friday), and then not to get any, and no drugs!  Bad bad day.

Oh my God!  I forgot to tell you about FWB.  So he came over today, unexpected.  I told him I had plans, he asked what, I told him.  You knwo what he said?  He said he would wait at my house for me to get home from SI's.  So I went, got bummed out, walked back.  When I was settled in the house, (FWB is watching me the whole time,) he asks me "Well, was it everything you had dreamed it would be?"  And the look on his face was like, hurt-disbelief.  I told him what happened.  He giggled at me, and we smoked a bowl.  And later tonight(it still being Friday for me), he told me if I got a job, he would have to kill me.  Just jokingly, but I saw it in his face.  I don't know what to do.  I think I should stop having sex with him.  I am trying to think of the best way to make sure his feelings cool down.  I know he doesn't want to want to be with me.  I can see him fighting it.  I know he does not want me to bring it up at all.  I know for a fact that if I were to bring it up, I would push him away.  You have to understand that this is my FRIEND.  I am not talking about him being my lover, or boyfriend or anything.  We have been friends since sixth grade.  I am soooooo comfortable just fucking him, talking about stupid daily shit, smoking, checking out girls.

Which reminds me that one of my friends is going to service my backend soon.  His girlfriend won't do it, cuz she is the coldest bitch I have ever known.  And FWB won't for whatever reason.  So, we are taking care of two needs at once. 

So what did we learn today folks?  Weed is bad, mmkay? 

Ladies:  If you don't fullfill your mans needs, don't cry when they get it somewhere esle.

Men:  If a lady wants you to put it in her butt, do so at once.

4:49 AM - Jan. 14, 2006 - comments {2} - post comment

Today

Today is going to be a good day.

You know why?  I will tell you why.  Last night I called up my sexy sexual interest, and I am going over there today.  I have to admit, I am kinda nervous, in like a school girl crush kind of way.  It's intoxicating. 

I am thinking about what to wear, as in underwear.  I hate shaving, he knows that.  I will go unshaven, just like I am, and I am going to fuck his brains out and lick them off his chest.  Mmmm, brains.  Just kidding.  But I am sooooo going to fuck him.  And if he is delicious, like I think he is going to be, I might have to move out-of-state to follow him.  God I sound like a stalker.  I bet I could steal him from his girl friend.  Too bad I am not interested in relationships and he is.  I just need him inside me, BAD.

So check back later tonight for how it all went.  If I get some, I will fill you in on all the delicious details.

3:11 AM - Jan. 13, 2006 - comments {1} - post comment

Movie

Since my PC is still being fixed, I am watching a movie.  This is one of my favorite movies of all time.  I saw it on my birthday, years and years back.  So it become tradition that I would rent it from the *Video Place and watch it on my birthday.  Well, the *Video Place stopped renting videos when the *Bigger, Better, More Expensive place came into town.  The *BBME Place didn't carry my movie, and the tradition stopped.

Today I saw "one of my favorite movies of all time" in the cheapy bin at Wal-Mart.  I was outraged that my movie would be in the cheapy bin.  I bought it.  I am playing it right now.  Actually it is on pause where Laura Palmer is making out with James in the school's janitor closet, right where you can see her nipple after the towel drops off her breasts.  Mmmmm

If you haven't guessed it, the movie is "Twin Peaks, Fire Walk with Me."

If you had no clue what I was talking about, go rent the movie tonight!

11:54 PM - Jan. 12, 2006 - comments {0} - post comment

More on PC's

My computer is still broken.  Pretty bad.  My second computer is slow as all hell and I can't stand it.  Right now I am using FWB's PC.  He brought it over today.

We played some DS on the W-Fi crap.  Took forever to find people to play with us.  They were crazy good.  Made me want to quit.  Nothing worse for the self-esteem to always come last.  Every time.

I have been stuck in the new Shoutbox over at Blog Explosion again.  If you don't have a Blog Explosion account, go sign up for one.  Get more activity on your blog super fast!

On to other news, my sexual interest of late is moving.  He is moving out of state with his girlfriend.  I need to move in on that quick.  I just need a piece of him.  Then I won't think of him anymore.  Unless he is Superman.  Then maybe I will follow them out of state so I can keep getting some awesome luvins.  I want to suck on every part of his body.  I bet he is delicious everywhere.  I bet he is a good lover.  I need some of that,  Mmmm.

Now I am horny.  Time for some porn.

10:58 PM - Jan. 10, 2006 - comments {1} - post comment